Pain changed my mind

Love?
What is love?
A beautiful moment?
When u looking for someone?
I don't know
I'm just think, love is not always good looking
But..
There will a pain
Yes.. a big pain
My experience thought me that
Why can I had it?
It's when I got broken heart
No only once, twice, but some broken hearted experience
Why u guys so excited to hurt my heart?

From now on,
I wont love a boy with all of my heart
I won't be sensitive with u
I don't want a monkey love like childs did
I don't need a boy who still childish with his old
I need a boy with a mature mind and thinked